..... I Hate You ......

**™°ˆ*¤§X§¶DIesEL¶§X§¤*ˆ°™** · 2009-07-28, 11:56 PM

!! I hate you
Because I loved you
Trusted you
Believed you
Did any and everything for you
But you hurt me
Robbed me
Stripped me
Used me
And broke me completely
Transforming me into
A person that I don't want to be
For this I hate you
I am unable to comprehend
How you
Could do
And why would you
Ever do
?What you already did
To devistate me like this
By rupturing my emotional bliss
Knowing I'll never again
Share that sweet kiss
Yet, through it all
It's still you that I miss
And this is why I hate you
Because you have me torn in two
My happy spirit is so blue
Crushed and utterly confused
There is a different gleam in my eyes
From the tears I just cry and cry
While I try
To understand why
But everytime I see your bite mark
On my inner thigh
?I am incapable of processing Why
?Why you left me
?Why you hurt me
?Why you are so cold to me
?How you could be so cruel to me
And just leave me
?All alone and empty
Because you had all of me
And you threw me away
Like a trash heap
I hate you
Because I so deeply loved you
And now I wish
I would never have believed you