... To someone

**Golden Girl** · 2009-01-07, 09:40 PM

I used to set alone
Thinking about my love
& what's going to happen
If he left me and go
& how my life is going to turn
To world full of sadness and pain
So I started to talk with leaves of the trees
Coz they are only can understand me
And realize what I'm going through
So I started describing to them my life
How it was and how it is now
How it was without him in my world
Lorded by the blackness
Full of shadows, fears and sadness
Then I smiled
& said "I'd never ever realized"
That my heart will be taken away from me
And become a prisoner to someone else
I've never thought
About the reasons of living..!!
And going on in this life…!!
I've never asked my self…
Why I breathe??!!
Why my heart beats??!!
Why I need to feel??!!
If my life is so miserable
Then why don’t I finish it…??!!!
Why every time I try to kill myself
There's always something holds me back
Something makes me think again
Something remember me to someone
Someone worth fighting for..
Someone gives me strength to go on…
Someone holds my world
Someone be there when I fall
Someone wipe my tears
Someone every time I close my eyes
I see him
Someone every time I breathe
I breath his air
Someone every time I feel
I feel him
Someone makes me happy
Someone can understand me
Someone stand next to me
When the world against me
Someone knows that…
I love him so…
Someone sure that…
I can't let him go
Then after seeing your eyes
And meeting you
Talking to you
I've finally realized….
That someone is
YOU
I want you to hold me between ur arms
My head in ur chest
So I can feel the rhythm of ur heart beats
And feel the warmth of our love
And die in ur arms

regardsss